I wonder...

I wonder...

... Whether there will ever be a day without random medical equipment in our home.

... Whether it will ever feel normal to come home without having my Daddy here to greet me.

... How on earth my mom will get around for the next six weeks.

... Whether dogs can really have learning disabilities like Austin thinks Bear does.

... When the dull pain of loss will finally subside from my chest.

... If I will ever be ready to finally have my bridal portraits made.

... Whether Aaron realizes that this is around our 2 year dating anniversary.

... If everyone I love is safe and sound tonight.

I guess the unknown is a part of both the terror and beauty of life. C'est la vie.